More thoughts on Senna

Senna was often quoted using driving as a means for self-discovery, and
racing as a metaphor for life: “The harder I push, the more I find
within myself. I am always looking for the next step, a different world
to go into, areas where I have not been before. It’s lonely driving a
Grand Prix car, but very absorbing. I have experienced ...new sensations
and I want more. That is my excitement, my motivation.”See More

AYRTON SENNA - "My limit is a little bit further than other's"

Senna was often quoted using driving as a means for self-discovery, and racing a...s a metaphor for life: “The harder I push, the more I find within myself. I am always looking for the next step, a different world to go into, areas where I have not been before. It’s lonely driving a Grand Prix car, but very absorbing. I have experienced new sensations and I want more. That is my excitement, my motivation.”

Chris Rea wrote a song called "Saudade" as a tribute to Ayrton Senna.
Tribute Ayrton Senna - Saudade
Is a word for a feeling of nostalgic longing for something or someone that one was fond of and which is lost.
Chris Rea -- Saudade
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5GowGpjaf4
Saudade is the recollection of feelings, experiences,
Places or events that once brought excitement, pleasure, Well - being, which now triggers the senses and makes One live again.See More

Ayrton Senna: The Legend Lives on If you are a fan of Formula One, May the 1st will always be a date in your mind. "The same moment that you are seen as the best, the fastest and somebody that cannot be touched, you are enormously fragile, because in a split second, it's gone." ...."These two extremes are feelings that you don't get every day. These are all things which contribute to - how can I say? - knowing yourself deeper and deeper. These are the things that keep me going." Ayrton Senna

Senna 50

I recently found a letter I wrote in reaction to Senna's death to my friend in New Zealand, who was a personal friend of the late Bruce McLaren and friend of the McLaren International F1 team.  In the letter I shared about what Senna meant to me.  Reading it now, after 16 years, brought me back there.  I wanted to share a portion of it with you.  Below the excerpt is a scanned image of a copy of a letter my friend received from McLaren International, which is dated only 4 days after the tragedy. 

Senna's impact on my life began one afternoon during the 1987 season when I happened to find a Grand Prix on TV.  I had not seen one since 1978, when Mario Andretti was in F1.  Jackie Stewart was covering the race; and he predicted that "this young Brazilian" would be World Champion within two years.  Strangely, I did not see very much of that first championship season of 1988, so I vowed not to miss another of Senna's races.  From that point on, I was an intense Senna fan.  

It was through his driving that I remembered how much I wanted to be a race driver.  (I was still newly married at the time and racing had been on the back burner for a couple of years.)  I tried to emulate the Senna method that I had read about in books and magazines.  I saw a lot of Senna in myself -- especially his natural talent.  I can remember before my "formal training," doing things in a car that were taught to me later in racing schools.  I was, and still am, inspired by him to make my driving the very best it can be.  This tragedy  has also helped me face my own fears about race driving.  I used to hide them by telling myself  to never be afraid, but I now know that my fears are normal.  

Before Senna's death, I never understood how people could feel so much grief for a person they never knew personally.  Now I know -- I feel as though I lost a friend.  Senna's life helped set my life in motion; his death is guiding my future.  


McLaren International letter signed by Ron Dennis.

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Welcome to the Racer's Diary. This is a collection of thoughts on driving a race car and the dreams and aspirations of a racer. These were begun a long time ago, and until very recently, I considered them top secret. Now, I realize it is time to put them out there as primers for aspiring race drivers to read and share their thoughts on their quest. I am in the midst of raising 3 young guns who dream of racing, soccer, and music. So, even if you don't race, I am sure these will apply to many types of missions. Enjoy.